Let go?

Why I can´t let you go right now?

With you, I can be me.

If I lose you, I´ll lose another piece of me.

You color this part of me, that’s me.

You make me feel seen, heard, liked, loved?

What to do?

Saying once again goodbye to the little girl and saving my heart?

Or keeping her alive and breaking it?

I want the little girl to grow and thrive – change me!

More change, more me, more sorrow, more pain.

Am I ready for a life of pain?

Is this even a question? Is it reality?

Is it wither away to feel good?

Is it grow up for pain and sorrow?

Letting you go?

Is it withering away or growing?

Is it bliss or pain?

There is no one to hear me AND the little girl.

No one to answer me AND the little girl.

No one to safe me AND the little girl.

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