Loneliness

Loneliness – I feel this dull loneliness. A melancholic echo – a bitter dreaming. Surrounded by people and yet alone. Surrounded by trust and yet without understanding.

No one to touch me, no one to touch my soul. My true self. Well, whatever you want to call it. Where are these deep thoughts, I need to breathe, without  I´d die in this world. Without them I feel lifeless, not alive….

I’m sitting in this beautiful place with these loving people and I want nothing more than not to. Who wants to hear my thoughts? Share them? Challenge them? Is there someone who can, or is this my fate?

An oh so beautiful life on the outside, but an oh so dreary life on the inside. Is it not enough what you have?

Yes.

No.

Isn’t it enough?

What am I afraid of?

Of loneliness? No! No, not loneliness

– Infinity

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